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About Me Member Procrastinator TheLastOutlawMale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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Perspective

Tue Dec 8, 2009, 2:00 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Motorhead
  • Reading: H.P. Lovecraft
  • Watching: Blade of the Immortal
  • Playing: Borderlands
  • Eating: Epic homemade sub
  • Drinking: Anything liquid
So this Sunday morning I got to spend some quality time in the emergency room. Apparently there are limits to how far the human body can be pushed and I was dangerously close to hitting mine.

Don't worry, I'm not going anywhere. I think I've finally come to realize that despite my gloomy outlook and my consistently dire references otherwise I've way too fucking stubborn to pull the plug on myself. It's sort of a relief really. I don't know if constantly revisting those same old ghosts has brought me some sort of closure or if it was just the fact that I discovered I do have a survival instinct. I don't know but the last few days of forced rest has given me a lot of time to think and I've come to a few important realizations regarding my life and how I've been living it. Why does it always take the life equivalent of blunt force trauma for me to get my perspective realigned?

I'd like to believe that this will mark a dramatic return to my arts and writing but I doubt it. Baby steps...

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Outer Suburbia
  • Interests: Drawing, writing, programming, playing guitar, video games, surfing the net, being an asshole
  • Favourite movie: That one home movie I made that was banned in eight countries. And Evil Dead 2.
  • Favourite band or musician: My now defunct band. Possibly my new band, I need to wait and see.
  • Favourite genre of music: Almost anything with loud distorted guitars (the louder and more distorted the better)
  • Favourite artist: That one dude who drew the thing that was really cool that I liked a lot.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Raymond Chandler, R.A. Salvatore and host of other cool but contradictory favorites.
  • Favourite style of art: Drunken Boxing Style!
  • Operating System: Linux and or Winblows XP
  • Shell of choice: The shell of the giant mud crab is damn near unbreakable. . .
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything but that crappy textured shit from the 70's
  • Skin of choice: Mmmm, skin . . .
  • Favourite game: Currently Oblivion with Metal Gear Solid 3 still in a strong second place.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Hmm, eeny meeny miney moe . . .
  • Favourite cartoon character: Vash the Stampede!
  • Personal Quote: It's not heavy, it's my chainsaw.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen, paper, cheap ass scanner, Flash 7.something, that photshop thing and a well of bottomless rage.

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Comments


:iconmilomorai:
Hey there Old Friend, hope you're well. We miss seeing you over at AmazOns.
:iconkidd-p:
Nice gallery friend!^^

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Hey hey!
:iconthelastoutlaw:
Thank you =)

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Stupidity got us into this, why can't it get us out?
:iconfoxxfireart:
Thanks for the devWatch. Danke!!

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Sometimes I even amaze myself. :meditation:
:iconkids-at-heart:
Thanks agin for the fav :D

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God is love!
:iconthelastoutlaw:
You're welcome =)

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Stupidity got us into this, why can't it get us out?
:iconkuraiou:
Ja, I shall watch for later. *peers*

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Hallowed halls and hollow holes, wondering which reflects the soul
:iconthelastoutlaw:
Thanks =) As soon as I finish this repost of my old novel expect to see some more Manic Depression comics.

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Stupidity got us into this, why can't it get us out?
:iconkids-at-heart:
Thanks for the fav :D

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God is love!

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